Wednesday, October 12, 2005What do I Want?
I want to control your sexual pleasure.
I want you to kneel before me with your collar in hand, begging to submit.
I want you to say thank you and mean it when you get thwacked.
I want to see the look of totality in your eyes, totally owned by another and in bliss.
I want you to have your own mind, speak it freely, and receive what you need/want in life.
I want your trust, your knowledge that I will fufill your needs/wants, as long as you are mine.
I want you at my feet in the evenings, just there to be with me.
I want you to be wholly you, in all ways and with all your "faults".
I want your submission to be fluid, not bound by the bedroom but not a total exchange, either.
I want us to find what works for us, what pleases and fufills both of us.
I want, quite simply, it all.