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Saturday, March 08, 2008Getting older, trustI (Him) am having a landmark birthday soon, 30! Given that, I took a trip to the Dr. and brought with me a list of all the things that were ailing me. The Dr. confirmed, many of them are just because I am getting older. I never used to take this kind of trip to the Dr, but I do it now because I want to be around and in good health so I can best serve my Lady. So now, against my desires to think I am a young, strapping, healthy and invincible submissive, I have to take some new meds and do some new therapeutic things to deal with my college injuries and general state of well-being. My Lady has been working on her emotional health, working on feeling her feelings and being okay with them. If she is frustrated, she tries to just feel frustrated and not also feel guilty and paralyzed and mad for feeling frustrated or try to get things done even though she is frustrated with them. This isn't to say she shirks her responsibility, it is to say that she is working on trusting her inner self to tell her what she needs. Trust plays an integral role in our lives, trust in ourselves and trust in each other. Historically we have had issues, and we have issues now, but we work through them in time. The best thing to increase trust around here is to demonstrate trustworthy behavior. In my case, I trust her to keep my and our best interests at heart when we work and play together since I cannot make decisions. For her, she has to trust that I am really okay with that, and that I want that, and that I mean what I say and want what I say I want. |
