Pussy Worship
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Friday, February 29, 2008working on moving forwardThis week was a tough one for me as I had a lot of trouble managing my stress levels but I think I have a handle on it now. I started making lists of things I need to remember and putting them in appropriate places, like by the door for stuff I need to remember to do before work. I am struggling a little with setting my boundaries at work and not letting the office be my domme anymore. In my mind I am not there anymore and in practice I am getting better. I am also working on re-learning my lady's methods and meanings. For too long I have been just getting things done but only bare minimum patches and stuff, not really getting her meaning or her desires right. Now I am working on really understanding her and getting everything right, if not the first time then soon after. I am also working on adding some thoughts to my process, like when I feel a lull in activity, I check my lady and see how she is doing and I try to get her something or do something for her that she would like. For instance, if she is writing and I am cleaning up, I will come run her feet for a minute. Anyway, it is a slower process than either of us would like, but better in the long run so I am doing it. |
