Pussy Worship
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Monday, February 27, 2006AloneMy lovely pet took the little ones out for pancakes so I could recover from my visit to the sadist, I mean dentist. I'm alone and all I can think about is beating the hell out of pet's ass. Pain seems to bring out my less than sweet dominant side... I'd start off with the suede flogger, warming him up. He loves that thing, it is far more pleasure than pain for him, like a backrub. I flog all over his ass and back, bringing the blood to bloom and warming him up for the main event. He likes this, gets lost in the sensations. Pain tends to bring him back to earth, though, and I'd probably continue on with my bare hand. He's been coaching me in the finer points of painful vs. Pleasurable spankings. Which is useful for when I really want to see him squirm. I provoke a nice, pink glow to his cheeks and ignore his "ow"s. After all, his safe word has not come into play. I like to alternate between the painful and the pleasurable, letting the sensations build up until they become a bit blurred for him. Then, I get out the riding crop, and any blur vanishes with a few well placed slaps that really do hurt. After the ass beating, I have no idea what I have planned. Maybe nothing. Just a cathartic, satisfying session of breaking the pleasure/pain barrier with pet. Friday, February 24, 2006Purity Test Result: 50.8% pureOk, I know it is totally silly, but I was curious...I hadn't taken the official purity test in a long time. My score went down. A lot. Who knew ass fucking and bondage were such impure activities? I wonder what pet's is now? I bet it is waaaaaaaaaay lower than it was when we met...I'm such a corrupter. What's your score? http://www.puritytest.net/ Him says: I just took it and I got a 60%. I am not quite so experienced as Her but I totally rocked the masturbation section. Oh yeah me and my hand! Wednesday, February 22, 2006OverdueHe's overdue. Overdue for a clean shave, which I believe is happening now. Overdue for being collared and leashed. Overdue for being restrained while I use him. Overdue for a spanking that leaves him sore and red. Overdue for an ass fucking that leaves him begging for more. Time I cashed in. Thursday, February 16, 2006QuietWe've been quiet here for a bit, life life life. We had a lovely valentine that involved, most specifically, not being at home with the kiddos, which was fun. By nine the next morning, mama that I am, I was itching to return home to them. So much for getting what you wish for. However, there was much kink and fun that evening, including some ass play for pet which hasn't happened in far too long, obviously. I will say he loves his vibrating ass plug. I need to work on training him more often for ass play, though, because I did not get to use my strap on, which was quite disappointing. Next time, pet. I also spent some time with pet in wrist restraints, riding his cock. That was fun. I love to see him tied up, unable to act on his impulsivity. After all, if I left sex to his devices, we'd be done about ten seconds after we started. Boys! Thursday, February 09, 2006IntrospectionThe non-sexual portion of our D/s relationship has truly blossomed in the last months, something I did not really anticipate happening when we first started out. I've written before that we kind of set things up to be this way, long before we decided to acknowledge our relationship as one of power exchange. I made decisions then, I make them now. So why bother with all the big language and specifications? I believe we needed this portion of our lives clarified because before this, everything was muddy. I knew in my heart I could make the bottom line calls on basically every decision we made, but I didn't feel safe or even fair doing it when pet had not outwardly consented to such an arrangement. After all, power exchange without the exchange is simply rule by force, and I balk at that very much. Pet, conversely, has never been one for final decision making. And when I would look to him to make a call, he would get all confused and overwhelmed. I don't want to speak totally for him, but I would say the D/s has given him a great weight off his shoulders--if he doesn't know, he asks. If he is unsure, he looks to me for clarification. Simple. Anyway, things seem to be going very well. I feel very at home in my role and pet and I seem to be getting along better in general. We had a tough year, our hardest so far, but I think things are at last settling down. We seem more relaxed, more open to each other and open to new experiences. Life just seems to be moving along peacefully. When I look back on my life, I want to remember that every day, every quiet moment made a difference, made us happy. Not the big events, though those are fun, but the little tiny seconds in time where we chose to communicate, to love, to appreciate who we are and what we mean to each other. That is what I want to see when I remember. Wednesday, February 01, 2006D/s RomanceSome men buy their wives flowers. I like flowers just fine. My pet bought me this, as a romantic surprise:  Fool. He should know better by now than to buy me stinging spanky toys. Mwahaha. You can find the crop here if you so desire. |
