Wednesday, October 19, 2005Masturbation Fetish
I have this fetish, this thing I love that makes me totally mad with desire yet totally screws me (no pun intended) if I act on it.
I love, obsess about, watching pet pleasure himself.
This is not new to me, I've always fantasized about watching a guy jerk off. I think this is related to my own need for power--I get wet when I make pet so desperate to cum that he'll jerk off right in front of me, all the while wishing he could do more. Of course, this kind of leaves me wet and wanting, but sometimes it is just worth it to see him so crazy with desire and longing, but unable to do more than the pathetic imitation of lovemaking that is masturbation for a man.
Last night? One of those nights I wanted to feel in control more than I wanted to orgasm. So, we cuddled in bed, and I made it very clear we were not going to make love. Then, evil me, I let him give me the live version of the dick and ball suspension pictures. That was hot--his cock gets so amazingly hard and purple when all tied up. As soon as we untied him, he asked me "what would you like to do now". I requested a backrub, knowing full well he would get all excited rubbing against my back and ass (see buns, below).
Before too long, I felt him thrusting his hard cock into my ass as he rubbed my back. He left a trail of precum.
"You just left precum all over my ass"
"Lick it off"
His tongue left a warm feeling on my ass as he cleaned me. He soon began slapping my ass--this is his obsession, the spank. I don't mind, leaves me warm and tingly and gets him even more excited. Slap slap slap right side, then three on the left, then back to the right. He has a gentle, stingy but not painful slap. His hands are large and soft.
"I'll tell you what. You can cum, but only if you can figure out how to spank me and pleasure yourself simultaneously."
He positioned himself over me, then positioned me to get a better swing at my ass. His swings became erratic, then focused and fast as I felt his other hand stroke the length of his cock greedily. It only took a few minutes for him to cum all over my reddened, tingly ass.
I enjoyed this exchange. A lot. Of course, left me a bit turned on with a passed out pet (he is so useless after orgasm, seriously if there was a fire he'd probably stay in bed).