Tuesday, November 15, 2005Musings
I'm almost at 25000 words, so what better to do than procrastinate by writing here? Besides, I've got stuff to say.
I've been a neglectful Domme of late. I finally, finally see my lovely pet willing to submit, whole heartedly and happily, and here I am blowing him off! I must have lost my mind! I blame NaNo and Stewie, but really it is my responsibility now to make sure we're all on an even keel.
When I exert my dominance, I see us both function better both in and out of the bedroom. If I was forced to define us at this point, I would say that we have become an entirely D/s couple sexually with overlap to our daily life. I generally pick where and when and dole out rewards and punishments as needed. He is free to express desires, and he is cheeky enough to go his own way (like getting into my panties without asking). I think he likes the punishments lol. I notice we both start to get antsy if there has been no outward expression of our D/s "ness" for a day or two. Both of us lament our current situation, which is full of joy daily and also not really lending itself to time alone and wild screaming scenes.
I have to say here publicly that I am so glad and proud! that my husband has decided to go on this journey. We are better for it sexually and otherwise. Now it falls to me to maintain and cultivate, and I need to do a better job.
P.S. I need some really good collaring ideas for when it comes time to return pet's to him. This time it's different. Please email me if you have any thoughts at firstname.lastname@example.org. Thanks!
P.P.S. Link stuff--I've found many good F/m blogs (secretive slave,leo, spirit, justme, etc.), but none of you guys (if you read) seem to post very often and I'm not sure if you have given up the ghost or if you are just not frequent posters. I'm going to group all you slowpokes in a separate link section of "errant posters". Just know that I like your stuff, and would love more!