Wednesday, August 31, 2005Undiscovered Country
My orgasm has gone missing. Put out an all points bulletin, start doing random car searches, because it took off without leaving a note.
I've mentioned before I'm not an easy score, and pregnancy just about killed the orgasm all together, but it came back (at least it could HAPPEN) after birth. Now, it's gone again. It's like that planet in the Star Trek TNG episode where they steal the children--sometimes you find it, sometimes you don't. They lived with this big computer that they couldn't control, much like my own libido. A mythical place with a mystery control center that no one can understand or tap into reliably. Dang I just nerdified myself big time.
I know what turns me on, don't get me wrong. Sheesh, anyone who reads this blog knows what turns me on. I have no problems getting wet, getting aroused, getting excited, wanting sex, wanting orgasm. I love being with pet, in all ways D/s or not. I love his cock, I love his hairy chest, I love making him squirm. I love ass fucking him until he screams.
Should I blame my friend Hitachi, too strong? Should I blame my enemies fatigue and breastfeeding hormones? Should I blame the mommy in me who perks up to every shift or sigh over the baby monitor? My busy mind that is thinking about the grocery list even when trying so hard to focus on the task at hand? Can't be lack of material, given the fantastic bloggers out there. I certainly don't blame pet, who has learned tons in the last few years and even more in the last few months.
Anyway, if any of you happen by my orgasm out there, tell it the vacation is over, and it's time to get back to work!