I was never much of a sadist before pet.
Now I find myself with all these evil thoughts running through my head--especially if it has been a while.
Red marks, welts, even a few bruises. The paddle, the flogger, the rice paddle (ooh, he hates that one). The rope, oh yes the rope!
I just want to be rough.
I have moments where I feel sadistic, so I know how you feel. Hope You enjoy releasing Yours on pet, soon.
ReplyDeleteAradia
With Alexandra away I'm just jealous.
ReplyDeleteLong ago I read a dominant woman write of discovering her sadistic streak. While the couple had engaged in D/s for some time she was shocked when one day she slapped him and found that she enjoyed doing so.
It was an important turning point for me. I learned that my masochistic fantasies that a dominant partner would share. At least at first. I began thinking of a dominant as a person.
Luckily I eventually met a very sympathetic sadist.
my Wife gets off on Her power to punish me rather than the pain inflicted. i too find pleasure not in the pain but rather in Her power over me.
ReplyDeleteBTW, thank You for linking to my blog. i have now done the same for Your fabulous place.
Not criticism -just curiosity:
ReplyDeleteMost parents try to teach their children that it is wrong to wilfully hurt others. Does your sadism make this more difficult? Could you admit to your children that "Yes, sometimes it feels very good to hit another person so hard that they are marked by it."?