Saturday, February 11, 2006All Week
I got injured a week and a half ago (nothing sex related, whew). Since then, I've been worried that the injury is more serious than usual. I went to the doctor and I've scheduled an appointment to see a specialist, so it's pretty well under control, even if it is bad, it's still not that bad. All the same, I worry.
This is bad for our sex life, because worrying trumps horniness. Unfortunately, I didn't figure out that I was worrying so hard over nothing until after a week of no sex had gone by. I also was kind of a dick off and on throughout the week; no time spent thinking about what I was saying since my brain power was all invested in worrying.
So, my Lady has decided that this broke one of the rules of our contract, the one where I keep her informed of what's going on with me. It's motivation for me to figure stuff out faster in the future, and maybe to keep my mouth shut to avoid general dickiness.
That said, we decided my punishment should be a bit of orgasm denial. We had some lovely cuddle time which led into her dripping wet pussy inviting me inside. I dove in with my fingers, which made her ever wetter and hornier. She came up and sat on my face and made me lick her pussy. Then, she came back down and lay on her back, using her vibrator while I fucked her.
She came, then I moved off her and sucked her nipples and she vibrated some more and came again. I was massaging my dick, still in the condom, between her thigh and mine. It felt really good and I had to keep stopping since I wanted to come. I immediately tried to get her to recind the decision; then I got a bit whiny, then tried some flattery, and finally logic to get her to let me get off. She refused. I even said stuff like "prostate health recommends 3 orgasms a week." No luck.
All day long has been back and forth, horny, whiny, horny, whiny, horny, whiny, horny, whiny, horny, whiny... I really can't stand denial of orgasm. Delay I can handle, but denial is a right pain in my ass. It was good punishment for breaking the rule though, and while I'm sure I'll manage to break others, or maybe that one again, I'll certainly be more aware of the consequences and if possible, not break them.
(I've been playing with myself for about an hour now while she's been out, stopping just shy of orgasm. It's a bit frustrating, but maybe it will teach my dick to stay hard while not coming a little longer while we have real sex; muscle memory and all that.)